Death.
Regrets.
Consequences.
Three words to sum up Tuesday.
First, there was the gore and death shown in today's journalism lecture.
Disgusting stuff, lemme tell ya that.
Ever seen a decapitated head?
Well, you ain't want to ever see it in the flesh.
Believe me.
Then, there was a passing.
Seems like this year
This ONE year,
Was a year where people I care for,
I knew my whole life
and couldn't imagine life without,
were TAKEN AWAY from me.
It all came to a head this year,
with my dad's passing.
Before that, my grandma.
Before THAT, my lil' bro.
All that's left...
Wait, is there even ANYTHING left?
I mean, C'MON!!!
Talk about hell on earth.
This ain't even remotely close to Hell yet.
Now my mom's giving me the guilt trip.
Damn, I AIN'T READY FOR THIS!!!!
I AM NOT READY FOR THE RESPONSIBILITY!!!
NOT NOW AT LEAST!
I'm 16,
my mind's still on the most mundane and immature of thoughts.
So what if other teens have a more screwed up life than I do?
I bet they didn't get such a heavy blow dealt to them so early in their lifetimes!
1, 2, 3...
ONE.
FELL.
SWOOP.
Nice one.
Call me inconsiderate, I don't fucking care.
Lose yourself a bro, grandma, and dad,
and THEN come up to me.
By the way, Ian,
Send your pals my condolences.
And PLEASE don't get hung up on it.
Regrets.
Consequences.
Three words to sum up Tuesday.
First, there was the gore and death shown in today's journalism lecture.
Disgusting stuff, lemme tell ya that.
Ever seen a decapitated head?
Well, you ain't want to ever see it in the flesh.
Believe me.
Then, there was a passing.
Seems like this year
This ONE year,
Was a year where people I care for,
I knew my whole life
and couldn't imagine life without,
were TAKEN AWAY from me.
It all came to a head this year,
with my dad's passing.
Before that, my grandma.
Before THAT, my lil' bro.
All that's left...
Wait, is there even ANYTHING left?
I mean, C'MON!!!
Talk about hell on earth.
This ain't even remotely close to Hell yet.
Now my mom's giving me the guilt trip.
Damn, I AIN'T READY FOR THIS!!!!
I AM NOT READY FOR THE RESPONSIBILITY!!!
NOT NOW AT LEAST!
I'm 16,
my mind's still on the most mundane and immature of thoughts.
So what if other teens have a more screwed up life than I do?
I bet they didn't get such a heavy blow dealt to them so early in their lifetimes!
1, 2, 3...
ONE.
FELL.
SWOOP.
Nice one.
Call me inconsiderate, I don't fucking care.
Lose yourself a bro, grandma, and dad,
and THEN come up to me.
By the way, Ian,
Send your pals my condolences.
And PLEASE don't get hung up on it.
